Shawn Malloy (thpamz2thexay) wrote,
Shawn Malloy
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I had a "birthday party" last night.  I found out who my real friends were.  It hurts to know the outcome.  People I thought were my best friends... People I've entrusted for years...  Didn't show.  Didn't call.  You know who you are...I'd hope.  I just wanted to let you know that you're all dead to me.

I deserve better people in my life.  I'm a good person that will bend over backwards and be there at the drop of a hat if someone I know has something going on.  I guess people don't feel I deserve that kind of treatment in return.

There were a few people that came through for me and made my birthday fun.  Thanks Tung, Thuy, My, Adam Labbe and company, Brandon and Ashley, Choad and Jen, Crystal and everyone else that actually did come to share a little birthday cheer.  Thanks to everyone that at least sent me a myspace birthday wish.  I don't even know some of y'all, but you're still better friends than people I thought were good friends.

I deleted a bunch of people from my phone.  I quit my band.  The 25th year of my life starts today.  And for me that means cleaning out the old skeletons in my closet.  Skeletons of people that I used to count on.  It's about venturing out into the world yet again and forming new relationships with people.  Better people.  Most importantly its just about coming of age and moving on.  Out with the old and in with the new.  Happy birthday to me.
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